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Random Scribbles Out of My Life
poems and other stuff by me
Think this is bad, its my reality
I was trying to keep the fact that my dad was cheeting on my mom from her,
but I find out this weekend that he told her when he left her.
Im sick of all the lies they both tell,
Because it makes my life hell!!!
I hate when they fight,
I don't want to listen.
I hate when they yell at me,
'Cause I didn't do it.
I hate when they punish me,
I'm not a little kid.
I hate when they pretend they care,
I don't believe it anyway.
The lies they both tell have torn this family apart,
or maybe it was just dissfunctional from the start?
I hate it when they call me by my sister's name,
I'm not their little angel,
I just don't give a damn,
I ain't perfect and I don't really care.
They say Katie looks up to me,
Well she got her fair share.
I hide my feelings well,
but I wan't to be human too and show my feeling more,
I hate it when they make me someone they adore.
It's not who I am or who I will ever be;
I'm sick and tired and I really don't care anymore.
I hate the fact that I said this in rhyme,
It makes my stress levels sore!!!!
I don't want to live a life thats a lie
I just can't take it anymore.
and I can't stop thinking how much better off they'd be if I just killed myself!!
I really don't want to be like this so please just help me out?

Yeah my life sucks but then so does everyone else's.


Hunter-Requiem
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  • User Comments: [2]
    ~Cries_With_Wolves~
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    Fri Jun 06, 2008 @ 01:14am


    Wow. . .i can relate. . .but not to that extreme. . .my heart goes out to you and i pray things will get better


    Hunter-Requiem
    Community Member





    Fri Jun 06, 2008 @ 01:18am


    that was awhiel ago. she left him


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