I was trying to keep the fact that my dad was cheeting on my mom from her, but I find out this weekend that he told her when he left her. Im sick of all the lies they both tell, Because it makes my life hell!!! I hate when they fight, I don't want to listen. I hate when they yell at me, 'Cause I didn't do it. I hate when they punish me, I'm not a little kid. I hate when they pretend they care, I don't believe it anyway. The lies they both tell have torn this family apart, or maybe it was just dissfunctional from the start? I hate it when they call me by my sister's name, I'm not their little angel, I just don't give a damn, I ain't perfect and I don't really care. They say Katie looks up to me, Well she got her fair share. I hide my feelings well, but I wan't to be human too and show my feeling more, I hate it when they make me someone they adore. It's not who I am or who I will ever be; I'm sick and tired and I really don't care anymore. I hate the fact that I said this in rhyme, It makes my stress levels sore!!!! I don't want to live a life thats a lie I just can't take it anymore. and I can't stop thinking how much better off they'd be if I just killed myself!! I really don't want to be like this so please just help me out?
Yeah my life sucks but then so does everyone else's.
Hunter-Requiem · Wed May 16, 2007 @ 11:46pm · 2 Comments |