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It's Thursday, thank you very much!!! I can't wait till this week is over!! School can be such a drag....This sucks though, prom is on Saturday and I am going all alone. It's depressing to think about it. cry cry cry I don't know what I'm going to do after prom either. I feel so restless in my house, I've been like that for the past year, but now it's intensified. I don't like being in my house for long, but sometimes I have to and I get so board! Maybe this means I should think about getting my permit. I haven't wanted to get it because I don't feel like driving. I have no ambition to. I find I don't have ambition for much of anything anymore. For those of you who don't know me, I have depression and OCD ( obsessive compulsive disorder). I am a cool person!! Please don't judge by what I have. I can be real fun too!!! Most important, I am a loyal friend. Theres nothing more important to me then being truthful and loyal to my friends. I would do almost anything for them. In the past I haven't been treated well by some of my friends, but that just encourages me to not be like them, to be a better friend. If I were to ever do something to hurt a friend I would probably be extremely depressed and very sorry for an entire week. no joke, unfortunatly it's happened before....That's all for now. Plenty more of me to unravel to you. Write back soon!!!