ugh.. i asked brian if i could call him today.. he said yes.. but i couldn't do it.. i guess i'm shy. snort.. i'm not shy.. i'm LOUD.. TOO loud (especially around brian.. he's my best friend for goodness sake).. i guess it's because i've only called a guy just to talk only ONCE before.. and that was Frank.. and i was crazy... i dunno.. well, i might try again.. as soon as this sickening feeling gets out of my stomach.. ugh.. it's like a phobia or something. errrrrrrrr.... redface stressed sweatdrop i feel dumb.. but i can't worry about it.. i said i was going to call at 3 and it's already 4:40.. so.. too late.. right? well, next time i talk to 'im online i'll ask if i can call him.. then i know he'll answer.. tehe..
love,
Stephi
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