Well, it's been a while since I have been able to write in my journal. And to top it off, I'm mostly going to be complaining. Things have been really tough for me lately. I feel really down. First I got into a huge fight with my boss at work because she wouldn't give me a day off for one of my graduation things for high school. I asked for it off 5-6 weeks ahead of time and they rejected it so I went and talked to her about it and she flipped out on me. I almost quit my job right there on the spot which would have been really bad.
Next, I think I have some personality disorder or something. It seems like the people around don't stay around me very long with the exception of just a couple. I think that I push them away without meaning to, which really really sucks badly!
Third, I have a mechanical baby that seems to like to cry all the time. It is for a class and I need to get an A on this project. The bottle for my baby doesn't work and half the time it cries a high screeching sound that nothing responds to...that is the worse sound I have ever heard. It drives me nuts and makes me wish I was completely deaf instead of partially.
That's all I have for horrid ranting, and I don't really think many read this anyway. Oh well, stuff happens I guess.
I would like to say something about somebody though. Chiko-san, you are my best friend and even though we are graduating, you'll still be my sister, nothing is going to change that, even if I end up moving out of my house and going somewhere to get away from the chaos and yelling from a certain someone (you know who). Thanks for sticking with me through all of these years.
Well, that's it for now I guess...not much else to say.
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