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I waited all day
To get a moment with you
That moment never came
Because there was nothing we could do
But I am starter than I look
And more driven than most
I had high hopes
That one day maybe
But instead of trying
You straight up lied to me
Was it that told you to lie
Or did you say that because
You didnt want me to die
I went home and cried
As I laid in my bed
I had a bloody dream
Were I was killed dead
It wasnt by me
It wasnt by him
It was by you
It was by a shadow
I couldnt make out
But now I am starting to see
What that dream was really about
It wasnt about jealousy
It wasnt about my past
It was about a future
That just wanted to last
Til I saw those words
And I had to kneel to them
I know you want to kiss him
I know you want him more
But yet you string me along
Like a false sense of hope
The idea of breaking someones heart
Is right on the tip of your brain
But since you are breaking my heart
Go Ahead and break my dream
Because I'd rather die knowing
You are going to miss me when he makes you scream