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Graceless, Unpolished; Lacking social skills; Awkward, Tactless

<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v56/BishounenzAngel/drawings/thoughtsofyou.png" align=left>Describes me perfectly, doesn't it?
-insert creepishly sardonic grin here-

Okay. I just realized I'm not very good with handling
.Emotional Confrontations.
Yes, I fail miserably in any event that has something to do with confessing your true emotions to somebody.

Unless it's just
complete and unadulterated anger
in which case I can handle just fine.
(:

But today.
Today was weird.
As in....awkward kinda weird, you know?

I was so freaking impatient! ><
As in, during 4th period, I was tapping my fingers incessently on the desk,
just WAITING for the stupid bell to ring.

When it did, I walked to where I usually go during lunch
(not the cafeteria) too see him there.
And we didn't even ******** say hi to each other.
Or anything. No nod, to smile, no wave.
nothing.

So after a while of sitting there, waiting for SOMETHING to happen.
And in the middle of my conversation with somebody, I noticed him talking to Kelcie.
Dun dun dun dunnnn.

I just knew something was gonna happen. rolleyes

And I was right.
Kelcie asked for me to stand up and told me that he's waiting for me behind the corner.

Here is where ANXIETY started kicking into high gear.

I didn't want to go alone, so I dragged Kelcie with me.
Ah, don't you just love your friends? n_n

Anyways, so we turned the corner, he wasn't there,
we turned the other corner, he wasn't ******** there,
we turned the other corner, and there he was.

So I was like,
"What do you want?"
And he was like,
"What do you think I want."
So I was like,
"Oh ******** no."
Then I went on to the other side of the corner.

We talked for a little bit, but we were on other sides of the corner.
We weren't even looking at each other.
Pathetic, isn't? =

Then his friend came and dragged him away after a long arguement.
In which Kelcie said (during the duration of the aformentioned arguement).
"You know the time that you spent arguing about this,
We could've gotten this over with already."
She has a point.

So, eventually, they went so me and Kelcie started on our way back to our side of the building.
In which HE cut me off at the corner, and was all like, "Well?"
So I was like,
"Well?"

It's this Friday.
Maybe around 5:30 or something.
Or it could be right after school.

I dunno, really.

But yeah.

So...I went to 5th period.
Which is EAST.
All you people should know that by now.
>w<

Derek and I are gonna do a video.
Not THAT kinda video, you pervs.
We agreed on doing Teen Suicide.
=D

Yeah...so umm...oh yeah!
So I was complaining that my a** hurts
[for some incomprehensible reason]
and he was like,
"You and your new boyfriend have been partying, huh?"
blah blah blah blah blah...
"Not my fault you like it from behind."

<o_______________________o>

Disgusting, yes.
Very much so.

Anyway, so...um...ONCE AGAIN,
My privacy has been violated.
People are just getting too close to me.
And stuff. >>
Man, I need my personal space, if you don't mind.

So...um...what else happened?
Me, Kelcie and Tanya were talking about the whole going out thing during 6th period.
And when I told her about the bastards who just keep touching me for the whole purpose of annoying me, she was like...
"Oooh. Looks like he has some competition!"

>____<
We were talking about that so I didn't do my work. =]
Which I will get on to right after this entry.

Anyways, after school, I was looking for my SS teacher.
Because I needed my book which was in his room.
But he wouldn't let me so yeah.
That kinda sucks.
But I saw him and I was waved and smiled and said in a nice, happy manner,
"Hey [inserthisnamehere]!"
And he shafted me.

That moron just totally ignored me.

Don't think I missed the grin on his face, though.
=]

So then Kelcie and I went to the Bandroom before we went home as usual.
And a lot of people wanted to know who asked me out.
Jesus, how the ******** do they know?!
I only told one person out of all the people who asked me.
But by tomorrow, I wouldn't be surprised if everybody else finds out.
]=

And so we walked home,
with a lot of other people in tow.
Travis was there, Marck, Casey, and a buncha other people.

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