Tuesday morning. what will happen today I wonder... I am so tired, and I have no idea why. also, the band-aid on my left arm is bothering me. (leave me alone; I know I'm a cutter) I feel really alone... I know I'm not alone right now; I'm in a class full of people. and I know I have lots of friends around to cheer me up. but I feel.... like I have no one. oh well. guess I don't need anybody......... sad