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Hi there. My username is MisuteruNeko, but everyone in the real-world knows me otherwise. I am Andy's best friend. As most of you know, Andrew lost his life (by accident) when he slipped off the roof of the hospital on the 3rd. What most of you don't know is; Andrew was basically waiting to die, and had written a message to all of you before he died, in the case that he might pass away. So I shall post it now.
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So... I guess this is it, then. If you're reading this, it means that I have died, and these are my last words to you. Whoever posted this, then thanks. Um... I'm gonna start by saying how sorry I am. I never meant for it to get this bad. I wanted to live. I wanted to be here for you, for all my friends and my family to protect you all like I tried to do while I was alive. It makes me feel so bad to know that I'll never be able to meet any of you... Never be able to do all the things that I wanted to do, and be there for you too. I am so so sorry. It breaks my heart, really and truly it does. So I have to say good-bye now.... My friends... My God we had fun, didn't we? And I don't know how much of it stuck with all of you, but you really lit up my life. Always there to cheer me up, to make me laugh when I was sad... You made me smile, made me forget that the world was such a terrible place. I wish I could come to every single one of you and tell you that. You mean so much to me... Words can't describe the feeling I get every time I think of you, or talk to you... You all inspired me, and gave me hope even when I couldn't see the light. I want you all to know that no matter what happens... no matter that you can't see me, or talk to me... even when you feel like there's nothing left in the world for you, or you're alone and nobody cares about you... I love you, and I'll always be there for you. You gave me the courage and strength to carry on even in my darkest hour, and I will do the same for you whenever you need it. Just say the word and I'll be there. Just call my name and I'll come to you. No matter when, no matter where. I'll be there for you, to tell you that I love you, even if it seems like the world doesn't, and comfort you as best I can. Then I'll shoot the b*****d that made you feel bad in the first place. I will always listen to you, just like you listened to me. We all had a lot of laughs, and good times, so I hope you all remember those times a lot more than the times that we were sad... and the time leading up to my death. Don't remember that depressing crap. You may not be able to see me when I come to you, but I'll be there. And I'll always be sittin' up on my cloud, watching you all to make sure you don't end up like me. 'Cause after all I warned you about, I'd feel like you were ignoring me to go and do all the stupid stuff I did. Be careful, you guys... I'll be more than happy to show you around when you get up here... But that's only if you lead a long and happy life beforehand. If you end up here too early I will beat you. I love you all, okay? I'm your brother, and I'll always be there to protect you. No matter what. Stay smiling, and think of me often... Please.
Koware-Yasui · Tue Jun 09, 2009 @ 04:29am · 5 Comments |
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