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A dedication to my girlfriend laura

Laura, First of all as always i love you. Not only are you a best friend, but you are my love, my true love, my first real love, You are not only astonishingly beautiful, but you are sensitive, compassionate, and smart. I question myself so many times at night, how did i ever come to meet you, how i came to gaze into your brown eyes, and feel lost, dazed, taken in by them, swept into space. Its fate that has drawn us together, a bond which can be challenged, but never destroyed. You have stuck through with me in my darkest times, where no one accepted me, at home, school, work, anywhere, but i knew you'd always have an ear to lend, and open accepting arms. I have hurt you before, but you still had unconditional love for me. You listen when i ramble on, or when im in a drunken stupor and i say hurtful, mean, malicious things, you still forgive me. I know i could never love someone like me, its an enigma how you can. I knew if you were to leave me i would be crushed. You save me from deaths grasp, you stop the blade from opening my veigns, you must be a miracle from the celestial heavens above. With you i know life is worth living. My motivation of getting through the day, just to be graced by your prescense. I question this paragraph, whether it is good enough for you. And if its not i will make it better, i will always better myself for you. You are like morphine, addicting, calming, soothing. A habit which i can never quit no matter how many times i have said i would. Im out of words now.

This is for you laura.

Forever yours, your eternal servant

Ryan James Mayo.