On the first week of Summer Break I found myself to be going crazy.
Bored!!!!!
I also miss all of my friends. I watch the tape I made of me and my friends a little every few days and I watch the movie...music video...thing my friend, Hannah, made.
I miss Hannah and Dom the most. I love all of my friends, but with those two, we could talk about nothing for hours. I'd be on the bus and think of some joke Han made in the middle of the year and start laughing...Then everyone on the bus scoots a little away from me.
Speaking of busses, alot of the ones I'm on are the ones to break down in the 100+ heat we have. It's a pain to walk 6 blocks on a 99 degree sidewalk in army boots.
My family have yet to move, which annoys me. We've been planning on moving since winter break, but we just don't have the money for it with dad slowly getting laid off and my sister losing her job.
I've been thinking alot about when I'm going to leave this place to live on my own (about three years from now). I was thinking of moving to Burbank, but Washington's rumored to be alot cheaper. I don't even want to do anything special, just to make enough money to live comfortably. I just hope I become e-mailing buddies with my friends if I still talk to them.
It breaks my dad's heart thinking of my sister leaving in a school year, the losing me 2 years afterward. I don't want to leave him behind, but I'm aching to be incharge of my own life.
I just want something that's mine.
XxJelly-Bean-SkullsxX Community Member 
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