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It was about 5 years ago when i first moved to the area i live in now,and guess what i didn't know anyone but one and his name was imran,watever it dun matter what his name is,me and him used to be like brothers cause since he was the only one i knew at the time i could only play with him adn then after i used to go to this program s**t about my religion everyday and everyday after the program was over i got beaten up,you know why? they told me that they brocked me just casue they wanted to, i never did anythign but i still got my a** kicked and then after a couple of weeks chillin there wit my friend i made new friends and guess what? more assholes i met but at the time they seemed nice and didn't say s**t to me or nothin but after me and one of them got into a fight and guess what no one was there to back me up so i got my a** kicked against some big a** fuker and yeah then after i met up wit this big guy i didn't know him that much but he was big so i thought he was cool i hanged out a bit then he took me to the stores then made me steal some computer games cause he wanted them and i was a kid so i didn't know crap right and then after he got me to steal more things from stores and s**t and its been about 6 weeks and still haven't gotten caught yet so then there was like some other gang that were all good ppl and i was like in the bad one but i didn't know at the time right and then they brocked me up everyday and s**t whatever didn't matter cause then they fukin told my parents that i stole and i got my a** kicked by them and then he fukin got me to steal again  but this time it was from my parents so then after i stole $2500 from them and i fukin got my a** kicked again by the fukin crew or whatever and then they found out somehow and told my parents then imran and i were still friends but didn't talk much but after all that s**t me and him got bak together and then after he got me to go in the fukin dumpster and s**t and steal from there were the stores throw out all the s**t that no one bought but i didn't know i was a kid and then yeah i was hated by all well most of them then after i found out that stealing from dumpsters was wrong ad i fukin got my a** kicked for that by the crew again and then me and imran weren't friends we became enemies  then i met this kid he was different cause this kid actually trusted me and yeah i thought what the hell i mite get atleast ONE friend that would trust me and yeah he was one of the best friends i had  then after i met up wit another best friend i trust now yeah so it was me him and the kid and imran well he was kinda out there searchin for new friends so i was like whatever do whatever the f** you want and then the kid started gettin money and was a hell lot of it too and he bought me whatever i wanted but i didn't know where he got it from and i didn't really cared but then after he told me he stole it from his parents then i was like wow your parents must be rich cause the first time i saw him wit money he had about $1000 and yeah that is alot then me him and this other friend went to stores and bought s**t and crap yeh we was having fun then after one guy found out imrans bro the one who got me to steal from stores and s**t he somehow found out and threatened my friend and he well said ok take whatever and he took mostly everything and while he was getting the money and s**t his bro imran found out and joined the good crew or whatever and told them now everyone knows cause of one a*****e but yeah he didn't care he was the one that got the money so whatever right adn then they all thought that since i was always the one holding it they thought it was mine they never knew who stole it so for protecting my friend i had to get beatin up everyday after skool and in skool hated by mostly all fukin see beggers tryin to get money off from me and s**t and yeah they all threatening to tell my parents but i didn't care as long as my firiend was safe i would've died just to make sure he'd be safe thats how loyal i am so yeah they did their s**t while he stole the money and gave it to the a*****e and i was there not getting anything but getting brocked up,black eyes and s**t but yet i have still never broken any bone in my body so yeah while he was gettin all the money imran my enemy kept on tryin to find out the real truth and soon he did casue we met a new friend at the time his nick was franky we all call him dat and he was a fukin rat he told imran everything and imran told everyone  so yeah now everyone knows i wasn't the one but i stil got my a** kicked for lieing to them and by tehn mostly everyone hated me and yeah since everyone knew they kicked my a** everyday puched me against the wal everytime i see them calls me names and s**t and then they fukin tried to kill me they told me to go up the skool roof to get tennis balls so i did and one of them pushed me off i fell and got a lock on to the tree and then hit my head against the branch of the tree and that fuked up my head makin me forget everythin so then they didn;t do anything to me cause they felt sad when i fell but after a few weeks it went bak to the beating and s**t and stil my friend stole money about $1000 a wekk and gave it to imrans bro and he got whatever he wanted and now is being all kool and s**t for all the things he had adnd yeha a few years later i still got my a** kicked and he still gave imrans bro money till i said i had enough so i fukin told him i ain't gonna help him no more so you know what he did he told imran to go hang wit him while i was gone and i watched till they all got fuked and the kid wanted me to go bak and i told him not to give him money and stop robbing so he agreed but he never stoped just told imrans bro no money and he was out of the pisture now it was me against imran so whatever he followed while we went places and then me and him got into a fightand yeah no back up as usual so i got my asskick cause i was really weak when i was a kid so yeah and then his bro found out that the kid never stop stealin so guess what i got my a** kicked cause the kid said i told him to lie so yeah i was like what the ******** and i got my a** kicked damnit i always get my a** kicked and then my best friend the other one not the kid which was billy me and him just layed off that s**t for a year then came back next summer and did the s**t again and we did this like for a few years and then the kid moved to india so you know no more group meeetings or whatever so me and billy use to just hang around and play with whoever plays at the park andsoon ppl got to trust me and s**t and they all know that i'm tryin to be good not bad cause i was stupid i didn't know s**t and yeah i still get my a** kicked everyday by ppl i dunno and now ppl at skool fukin pickin fights wit me and s**t so i was like i dun care then my friend found this gaem called bootleggers you prolly heard of it yeh i joined and i was like new to it so i didn't know anyone except for billy and whatever then after i met new ppl became friends wit them and stuff then i met this gurl threw bootleggers at first i wanted to talk to her but was kinda scared so i didn't talk much but then after we got to talk and s**t and then after i fell in love wit her and that fuked up my skool studies cause all i could think of was if that gurl was alrite and was wonderin what she was doin and all so yeah then she gets in trouble and can't go on msn no more so she made me wait for a long time and yet still she hasn't come on and i'm just gettin lower and lower marks everytime cause of this gurl so i was like ******** this she ain't worth waitng for no more so now i don't love her and i don't want to talk to her instead i hate her and hopes never to coem on msn again and i dun care no more i fuked up my skool studies now i can never become the one thing i wanted to become and now i dun even knpw what i'm gonna do for a living cause everything i have now will eventually get fuked up and i will lose it all i already lost the most important thing i had so it didn't matter what i lost after so now i quit msn and i'm tryin to get bak up on my studies but i know i will never succeed so tell me now what should i do? after hearing all this tell me cause i ain't got a clue what the f** to do...

And this is a life of a fuked up muslim who now gots nothing left and no one cares for him....


And now I will not be on gaia anymore because the skool has called my house sayin all this s**t about me failing classes and all these absences i have for class so yeah my dad is gonna be and will be pissed when he finds out and he's goin to talk to my principle about it so yeah i'm a dead man walking...And people told me to believe in hope...what the ******** is the point, look at my life! everytime i do something it gets more worse and every motherfukin time,i try and help someone i am the one that gets in s**t or whatever and the older i get the more i get in trouble and the more the punishment there is for me so tell me how will i ever have a good fukin life if it keeps gettin more worse? i already got people after me cause i dunno i pissed them off and soon will actually be a dead man walking....


Wolverine....