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I've suddenly started to have an obsession with pink and with death. I've been writing a story about a kid named Peter who, so far, looks like he has killed someone. I might post it later on, but not anytime in the near future.

I've been thinking about my future lately. Shocking, but true. I sort of want a boyfriend. Not for the sake of having one, just for the sake of knowing what it feels like to know that some guy cares about you. I have a lot of guy friends who I tend to flirt with, but it's not the same.

I've gotta go find a picture of my father now, it's for my teen grief group. They want a picture of the person I use to call "Daddy" when I was younger. For anyone that doesn't know, my father died in October. Yes, very depressing I know. But will everyone please stop feeling sorry for me?! I HATE IT!!

-Starr

"I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got"- The Used