Today I took in the cans that I have been saving for two years. I had 40-something pounds... so I got 20 dollars and some odd change. Lesley was being all bitchy how she didn't get any of the money. It was my idea to start collecting cans. I am the one who has saved them up. I am the one who has to pay for reeds and music. I am the one who has to save over 200 dollars for plane tickets this year. She has done nothing. She has no plans for the money. It got me pissed because my mom said that next time I have to split the money with her.
I am really sick of it. I really wish that I could live with my dad.... but I know that I can't, most likely, with the courts.
Lesley and my mom are both driving me crazy. Lesley is doing the same 'Oh I make one mistake I am a terrible person... blah blah blah' act as my mom (my mom's version is 'oh I make one mistake and I am a terible mother.... blah blah blah'). She did it today, when I was trying to help her on her recorder and I about smacked her. I HATE THAT MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE THEY DO! My mom and little sister act so much alike, it is not funny. Then my mom was like 'oh, I don't see what the big deal is'. Then, while I'm pissed, my mom ask if I could go turn off the light. That didn't really bug me. The part that bugged me was that she and Lesley were both within 5 feet of it and they have me do it, who is over 20 feet away. WHAT THE HELL? Can't they get all thier lazy asses for one minute?
It doesn't help any that I had a bad day at school. Screw Crestline... they are just a bunch of hypocrites.
My dad called, checking on me, to see if I was still sick. He also asked if everything was ok (with me and my mom). He worries too much, so I lied and said everything was fine. I hate having him worry like he does.
I was looking at oboes, just because I thought just what if I could have my own. I click on Marigaux Model 2001 Oboe, it sounded great to me... it had great features to it. Then, I scroll down and see the price and I was like 'WOAH'. I don't think that I would be able to pay for one that is $6,499.00. Oh well, I can still dream, right?
I also checked out the plastic oboe reeds. They look nice, because they would last longer and don't break as easily. Also, they are a few dollars cheaper. However, from what I have heard, they don't give out as good of noise as the wooden ones. But I think it would still be nice to have one anyways (at least when I practice).
While I am still on a roll about music, I found myself singing 'No Rain' by Blind Melon. One of my friends shown me it. It is a really good song. She has me hooked.
I can't get the song 'Seranade' from Fruits Baskets out of my head.
Kelsey
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