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This sh!t suxs its been six f!@#ing agonizing months since my brother killed himself. Do me a favor if you are reading this ok? Take along good look around you especially of the people who love you and think this would really hurt them then go out side sit on the ground close your eyes and listen to what you will never hear again,then if mom is cooking close your eyes and smell the food you will never smell again,go play on the computer listen to music because these are the things you will never do again,go look in the mirror and say you love being you and if no one likes it they can go f%#k themselves because you are you and you wont change for no one.Yeah life is hard yes life doesnt always go the way you planed but sit down and rearrange the things you want to happen because its only you that can make you happy not someone else yes if they love you great if not dont waddle on trying to make them love you go find someone else there are lots of fishes in the sea and when you think you can handle anymore of the world s**t scream go do something but do not sit there and think of suicide because it hurts the ones you leave behind believe me i know cause my brother left my mom and i behind without thinking how much he hurt us.