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Ok wow. My girlfriend said it was a mistake and...and I'm so happy. Were back together. I'm still kind of confused about it but very relieved. She said something happened last night and she didn't mean to do it. She didn't know what she was doing. Every part of me wants to believe her. I just...don't know but I am still happy as hell! whoo! Last night I wrote a poem for her though because I still thought we were through. Here's the poem:


~Heartbroken~

You should have seen my reaction when I read that message.
I had a feeling in my heart that I could hardly manage.
I didn't know what to say or do,
I never wanted to hear the words,
"I wanna break up with you."
You could just say I was hella scared.
Now I'm just wandering if you ever cared.

Do you remember all the memories we had?
I do, but now when I do I start to get depressed and sad.
Remember how we would always cuddle?
How we were so warm and peaceful?
Remember how we would swim around the pool and chase each other?
I'd swim as fast as I could, but you'd end up quicker.
Remember how we would argue about who's sweeter and cuter?
I'd always say "prove it" and end up the winner.

All those memories we had,
why would you want to let them go?
Well whatever happens I want you to know,
that no one will ever replace you in my heart,
and I'll always be madly in-love with you.
That I'll hold my teddy bear tonight,
and that I'll never be able to sleep until midnight.
...But you know what I hate?
I hate the fact that everyday,
and every morning when I awaken,
I'll always be heartbroken.


That's the poem. I'm happy I wrote it though because it got alot out of me smile . Anyways I love her so ******** much!!