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[ Subject Name : "Neon Sage" ]
[ Subject Status : Heart Breaking ]
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I think back to the old times when I first fell in love.
I think back to how this one boy changed my view of love and trust forever.
I remember how he was my first love.
I remember when I thought he'd be my only love...
I remember the great times we had together...
I remember when he was my first best friend...
Before he broke me.
I think back to another old time when I found a true friend.
A friend that, even though met over the internet...
Seemed to become as close to me, as I did to him.
I remember the nights he was the only one there for me...
I remember the nights we stayed up together...
Partying, Laughing...The first time we hung out...
That was before I got Paranoid...
I think back to other old times when I found another true friend.
A friend, where even though at first she didnt seem to like me...
Ended up being 1 of closest people to me.
I remember the nights I was actually there for her during her downfall of tears.
I remember the days we had at my house.
I remember her once saying, that I become so close to her...
That if she lost me...she'd lose everything...
Then she threatened to be rid of me...
I think back to not to recent times when I found a powerful love.
A love, that all in all, changed my views of love.
A boy, that made me think that our friendship was a deffinite.
A friendship that I thought would last forever...
A love, that I thought he had accepted...
That was before he left me...
Why is it that I meet these people, that mean so much to me?
One that I sadly believing im slowly going to lose.
One that im deathly afraid to lose.
One that I almost lost.
One that I have lost.
These people have changed my life forever.
They have helped make me who I am...
For better...or for worse.
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 NeonSage · Sun Jul 08, 2007 @ 05:57am · 1 Comments |
