"I Hate Everything About You, So Why Do I Love You?"
How can things go so great and still feel so wrong? I don't feel okay, but I'm supposed to be. Nothing horrible has happened to me, so I don't know why I feel this way. I have the person of my dreams, but I still feel so alone. I'm around my friends that I love, but I still feel so unwanted. I'm happy with everything, but something's missing. Something's always missing. I once lost someone, and now a part of me is always gone. I can't regain it either. I'm so confused. Why do I always feel this way? I can't ever bring him back, but I can never let him go. Is this how it's supposed to be? Am I suppose to bare this burden every day of my life? Does he want me to be miserable? I don't know what to do anymore besides break away peice by peice everyday. ~Kitten~
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