Blah.
I'm so stressed out lately.
I can't sleep.
It just pops up from old memories and I'm stuck up all night laughing, crying, or a mix of the two.
I've had a few random out burst of crying for no appearant reason.
Just BOOM!
I go off in a river of tears.
I rearly cry, but I sound so misserable when I do.
=l
Its not very pretty.
Its quite annoying, actually.
I just need to calm down and what not.
I'm tired of this, so I might stay out of touch to get away from memories and problems.
I need some alone time.
I havn't had that in a long while.
Exept at night, but I'm too busy being an emo b***h. >>;;;
The only person so far that has helped me is Jackie.
And, oddly, Joey.
He's kinda in my pradicament too.
His girl left for Florida to go to collage, and he's gonna take an extra year in high school for a better record or somthin'.
We talk and play video games at night, seeing as he too is apperantly nocturnal.
I'm beggining to grow respect from him.
But, my main problem is still this:
I miss you, Jackie.
I need you in my arms.
And Otacon is so far away.....
*Shuts off laptop.*
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Above the Darkness
And Beond the Light
We are Forevermore
Love ******** Me
Rape Me
Kill Me
Just Don't Ignor Me
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And Beond the Light
We are Forevermore
Love ******** Me
Rape Me
Kill Me
Just Don't Ignor Me
<3