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so. stare
i reallly dono wat to say...but i do kno dat i want to write about somethang dat haz been on ma mind quite a while so i guess dats waz wat made me open dis up. confused
every time i am about to tell some1 somethang comes up...and i only hav a few pplz i can tell. neutral
so i turned to dis... eek
i can talk about my feelingz...but dat waould be WAY to personal.
i can talk about my summa...ya....but dat would lead yu to ma "WAY to personal "feelingz" " being in summa iz wat iz so personal i guess. sad
*sighs*
so here it goes sweatdrop
i miss some1
well da 1 person i am goen to talk about iz some1 dat waz [[and maybe still iz]] very speacial to me. whee
i dono if i did a mistake...flipen out at her all at once,
and wen i wanted to talk to her it waz way to late i guess.....
"i guess" az in now dat i want to i suppose.
i neva talked to her...i just got tierd of da samethang ova and ova again..neva different. neutral
UNTIL 1 day i needed her at dat moment but to her it waz just somethang stupid.
i dono rolleyes
i needed her b4 wid bigger thangz...she "helped" but it waz neva enogh i later found out she neva tried...kinda lead me to da wrong direction basically
dat iz wen i got totally sic of it... mad
ya. stare
i now kno y i came hea and wrote this...i just found out dat i went throw [[ az i am ova it now]] a stage eek ...of wat happend i dont need support 4rm her...well cause i neva had. sad
and i now kno dat she iz still [[and alwayz]] will be "special" to me... xp