So for the first time i thought i would be able to have a relationship with someone that made my heart sink, maybe not even a relationship just to know that im not alone and FINALLY a guy i care for has the same feelings for me, im a closet bi-sexual and desperately want to know thats ok, and no matter how many "internet" people tell me to be OK with everything I CANT BE! dont you all remember how it is? well anyways, i thought it was him, and its not. i thought we were going somewhere and i thought he was at least also BI and i dont think he is to be truthfully honest, its really hard i fell for him SO fast in only a matter of months and then we got to a point where i thought we could move forward and now, he acts as though i dont exist and it kills me, but i cant say anything. he hardly talks to me anymore, but ive decided maybe its for the best, i hope that i can just be over him and forget this whole thing ever happened...yea, it never happened, yea right.
Billionare Boys Club · Mon Jul 16, 2007 @ 10:08am · 0 Comments |