Birth of a Journal
Well I did it, I sucumbed to the peer preasure that told me I needed a journal. Well actually i didn't - need it that is, I could have gone on comfortably one day at a time saying to myself "******** the journal feature I dont need it." However it has beaten me, not like I truely care really I mean I've just created something that could be decently useful. I can use this instead of worrying about forums or threads or even n00bs.
Onto why I created this ... journal, my own salvation perhaps though that is doubtful. My mind has been numb for well over 3 years and I'm not sure what to attribute it to. I dont get angry, or sad, I feel vauge emotions of annoyance towards people in general however I smile. Why is happiness the only thing that shows? I should be angry at times, I should be upset at others but nothing.
Perhaps that is the reason i created this, to alieviate whatever is numbing me up, preventing me from feeling negatives. Am I wrong in wanting to feel negative things, natural things?
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Mind is Numb
This is the place where I post when I dont want to post anymore or elsewhere. If you've come here in search of something specific I dont think i can help you. This is the place I come to just write out whatever i need to regardless of the reason or p
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