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The choices are A, B, and C
Yet I stand here screaming D
I cry, I cut, I bleed, I mend.
Why did I have to lose my friend?

The will to live is gone away
I fear my sanity has gone astray
Everyday my stomach turns
When is it my heart will learn?

It's not worth it anymore
Not when you are always tore
I can't go thru this ever again
Not since I lost you my friend

I have no interest in relationships
Nor do I want to even exsist
I don't ever wanna love again
Not since I lost you my friend

I tried learning how to deal
Attempted to make my heart heal
Yet here I am bleeding again
Crying over you again.

Trying to forget everyday
Looking hard to find my way
Attempting to live and not to die
Trying my hardest not to cry

Look in my eyes and all you'll see
Is an empty soul in me
I wont go thru this anymore
Refusing to ever open another door

Losing you was the end
I can't do this without you my friend
Never moving forward again
Staying here until I transcend

I've tried so hard to find a way
But without you i'm not ok
I feel like i'm not all here
You took my soul with you my dear

A person is nothing without a soul
But mine's stuck to you and won't let go
So again I cry, bleed, and mend
By myself until then end.