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God there are some things I just really really hate. Number one on my long list of hates is dating! I absolutely hate it! I mean you like some one alot but they don't like you or they say they don't and later you find out they really do like you. So you try the whole dating thing and they tell you that they like someone else more than you and they want that person. Then what happens to you. You are heart broken. You cry out in frustration and then try to get back into the dating game to move up but nothing works! Why does it have to be so complicating?

Another thing I really hate is ex's. Not all but most of mine. Especially my last ex bf. God he is a d**k. He comes over, we hang out, my parents leave me alone with him. He tries to tell me that he loves me and wants me back and what happens?! He turns into the devil and bad things happen. Now everyone asks why I am afraid of love. Well when someone tells you they love you then they physically, emotionally or verbally abuse you that is NOT love!.