Heya, my dad and I decided we are going to move out of my house sometime soon after he graduates from college and he can get a job and money. We are just trying to make things better for the little uns... What we are doing might not make us happy, but in the end they all should be happy. As long as my dad, mom and siblings are happy I am fine... I could really use a job right now though so I could get some money for us. It will be my dad, my lil bro and I and my lil sisters with my mom...I just want everyone to be happy, happier than we are now. All that goes on is just fighting right now, my parents don't get even like each other, they would be divorced if they had the money but not everyone has it so they live in a hell just for us. My mom works everysingle night from 5p-7a and my dad has school so i mini mom... I don't know what will happen when I have to leave but when my dad and I leave I don't know what will come of it... I just want to continue trying to make people happy cause thats all I care about doing in my life right now. I wish I had money to give my parents, especially my mom so she could buy food without having to worry about having enough money and stuff and money for my dad so he could say he had his own. They are both trying so hard to make us happy, killing themselves in the process but they should know all they need to make me happy is for them to be happy. I am made a promise to my parents, that I wouldn't ever mess up like they did or end up like they did. When I get my career after college and I have my own money, I will take care of them. I love them both, but I'm sorry to say this mom but I can't wait to get away from you, because the major problem in your life is me and maybe if I am away from you, you can be happy. Well I am going to go I have talked about what i wanted to.
All he could think about was I'm too young for this
Got my whole life ahead
hell I'm just a kid myself
how I'm gonna raise one
All he could see were his dreams going up in smoke
So much for ditching this town and hanging out on the coast
Oh well, those plans are long gone
And he said
there goes my life
there goes my future, my everything
might as well kiss it all good-bye
there goes my life.......
A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.
Momma's waiting to tuck her in
as she fumbles up those stairs
she smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear
sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncing curls
He smiles
there goes my life
there goes my future my everything
I love you, daddy goodnight
there goes my life
She had that Honda loaded down
with Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American express
he checked the oil and slammed the hood, said your good to go
she hugged them both and headed off to the west coast
And he cried
there goes my life
there goes my future, my everything
I love you
baby good-bye
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