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lol just kidding ok i had no idea anyone commented to me anymore anyways i totally obsessed naruto shippuden and bleach they are some of the best series in the world if you ask me mrgreen but heres another thing schools started to rear its ugly head and im looking for an girlfriend but i lack the confidence to ask any girl out i mean dont get me wrong im very confident about everything i do i even give out advice on relationships to some and yes ive had some but after the last break up i didnt really...... welll i guess i should say that i spiraled in to self doubt and immense deppresion and well after that i never really thought of having another girlfriend(and yes i have friends that are girls i just have to many really)plus i never had another feeling for an girl before after awhile i just became "numb" as i like to call it i just dont feel anything at all at sometimes, but i still know when im iterested in an girl but latly ive just kinda been thinking what the hell ive got shell shock and im only 15 and im in deppresion plus just about everything i do is making me think im more grown up like im 50 or something but im always able to fool my perants and my freinds/teachers.


And so i end it with this please comment and help me if you can