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like omfg i hate me mi life sucks and i cant do nething write, i feel like killing mi self but the only thing that keeps me alive is mi gf that i luv, but b/c i stay ^ 2 late and i can get sugar drunk(its like i get acullay drunk but without the brain cells lost) and i cant trust mi self i feel like i cant even go 2 school or newhere else b/c i fear now i have this s**t happening 2 me at school, mi mom & dad bolth hate me, i think im turning into a freak, i no i look good but i think im fat i cant do nething b/c of fear ill do it wrong mi grades r sliping and so is mi life and i cant do nething about it, i cant do wat i need 2 in order 2 stay alive im always in deep depresion and i cant seem 2 open ^ 2 ppl, if u cant read this then i dont give a ******** on here i write like this so deal with it be-otches scream domokun