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Once Upon a Time in a Neverland
Dear You,

Are you reading this? I hope so, I PM'd you asking you to read this, I'm hoping you were kind enough to do me the favor. Yet if you'd rather I not mention a name to avoid my friends and the people you know flocking at you do not reply to this entry. If there is anything you wish to say to me, which probably won't be to kind, simply message me, you have ways to contact me, obviously.

Back to the point.

I told you that you were still a baby, remember? However, despite our conversation being very brief I can speculate and say that I was accurate in my wording. You are still a child, and forgive any of my judgements that you find incorrect I am simply hoping you will read this and it will knock enough sense into you to think things through.

There are a lot of things I want to say so this may grow to be very drawn out and boring. But one thing that bothered me you see, was that you say you care for him, that you are unable to make him happy anymore, it makes you sad. I understand why you can't make him happy all the time anymore. Honey, you're very close and important to him, he wants you to be happy but you are being very difficult right now, you're fighting about him and getting upset that you might lose your friendship. Don't throw such things in his face and expect him not to get upset, that is very cruel. The only sure thing about life is that it's hard. But your mission in life should be to rise above everything trying to drag you down and show everyone how strong you are, it is not going into a state that makes it difficult for people to communicate with you.

But one other thing worrying me is that you seem to make extreme decisions because you actually thing it through logically. It actually makes me worry for your safety yet you are a stranger to me. You complained that everybody always tried to prevent you from doing what you wanted, that is because you are not thinking about what you're saying or what you could get into. The sad thing is you can't say that you do not care about yourself without lying. If you didn't care about yourself or your friends and mother then you wouldn't be telling people your plans you would disappear one day and go through with everything you intended to.

Posting this here was perhaps not a wise choice but I'm hoping /he/ reads this also.

I'm sorry if this upsets you or hurts your feelings, but someone needs to tell you the real truth without worrying wether or not you will get your feelings hurt. Feel free to so kindly correct me if I'm wrong.

Signed,
Kyo.






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commentCommented on: Thu Aug 02, 2007 @ 12:43am
no your right..and i have thought about what i was saying last night and it would help out a lot..i dont care about myself but other people do i guess..and he talked me out of going forward with my intentions...i dont only blow it his face..he blows it in mine..everytime i become difficult he threatens to go and when i go threw hard times the last thing i need is someone i love leaving me you know..that makes me eve nmore upset and feel even more worthless...people have told me this before yes...and it does impact me a lot but i stilll do what i feel is right..i dont need to listen to people..yes their oppinions matter to me..but i do what i feel is right..it may be wrong to other people or way back in my head but if i think im doing it for something good..or something that will help..i dont care what the risks are..im for it...the reason my mom is going threw this is because of me..so if something did happen to me while doing what i planned...i dont think it would really matter...but thanks for the entry..it means you care or at least i think you do?...


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