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Yeah so , well How should I start this off?3 weeks ago I found out my dad is an insane freak who needs some major anger management.How did I find this out? Well I was play fighting with him then all of the sudden he got pissed at me and kick me right in the hip bone.Well this year I had been having some problems with my hip so it hurt like hell, obviously I cryed.Then he got pissed off because I was crying, what the hell...I'm a girl it hurt I should have an effin' right to cry right?So he sent me to my room. I refused to go , then he tugged my arm and threw me on the couch , then twisted my arm ,then just as he was about to choke me ....I gave in Screw it , it's not worth being abused....All night I cryed.Hell, it helped me pop a blood vessel in my eye which looked gross as hell.
Anyways, I had stopped talking to him, ******** it . I don't want any relationship with him, I disown him.I told my friends about it, well bad idea....I had to talk to childrens aid.
So moving on to more recently, I haven't talked to my dad that much for almost a month now, he's all depressed because we didn't do anything for his 40th birthday. Boo freakidy hoo,I had to dance, to a sane father that'd be the best present in the world....To him it was a "do I have to" kinda thing.Now he's all depressed and won't talk to my mom.Whatever it's bullshit that he even cares.
Then on sunday I was talking to Zac, after him and I breaking up , then him being pissed at me. Anyways he made a tavern and I was vice president, then I got a pink box so jokingly in hopes of not getting a reply I said, "Dude, Zac I love you" ,two minutes later he said "I love you too" .
Now I thought this was a joke...So I asked.....It wasn't.My heart melted... I went on msn and hugged him , he asked what it was for and I said I thought I'd be nice to the guy who supposably loves me.
"Who does love you , not supposably". I know this is gonna sound odd but thats the nicest thing that has ever been said to me.
Anyways, Allie bugged me about it all day saying , "Aww thats so cute!"
It got so annoying!Lol I wanted to slaughter her.Then today in drama I remebered I wrote about pretty much everything I just said to you in my diary and left it open on my dresser. I said that perhaps to loud.Yeah, I suck and I'm lame but whatever. Now allie's gonna tell him about that and meh I don't really care...I just wonder how he'll react.
Okay now rewinding a bit, Matt...who lives in peterborough told me he loves me as well.....Jesus christ......Another one.
Well I'm too lazy to type more so maybe in a couple of hours or two I'll write more.
Love ya, Simply ...(Krystal)
Simply Irresistable · Tue May 10, 2005 @ 08:42pm · 1 Comments |
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