you guys read my journal? heh. w/e.
i don't know what im doing anymore. where im goin or what im doing. my strings will fall to peices if this keeps up. im so jumbled i can't keep track of anything. nothings goin right. but i can't really tell anyone. i doubt anyone is going to read this again btu it doesn't matter if they do. im the one who is trying to help people out bu t i can't keep track of what i did five minuits ago. heheh. im probly being played like a deck of cards. thats if there as good as me. I think one thing and then i know its another. I may think it doesn't exsist but the true me knows it their. i can't control it now... denying it will starve it into its death. but each time.. i lose allitle more soul. but cannot deny the source of my preasece....
if your reading this. then it doesn't matter. this is all subliminal. like i said every thing is abract that lies becom reality and my truth becomes subliminal. my world has becom reaverse and everyone eles is ignorant to it. their better off. to live in a blissful illusion rather that suffer my fate. only the one with the key can understand this message. and youl knwo if you have it for real.
sigh. i fear theres no one with it. but iv lived with that fate for sometime. I doubt this cold heart could live with it anyway......... neutral
Holy_Terror · Thu May 12, 2005 @ 03:51pm · 1 Comments |