Loving you with all my heart
I stand alone in this complex
to find that nothing gives me peace
but hearing words of comfort,
where I find nothing but pain and sorrow
and maybe hatred from those around me
i can't even find comfort in the voice of the one I love
in this pain I sit with this pain I live
and with it learn to bare all my sorrows
without you by my side I come to realize
that I truly am one not to follow
my life is not much I live it with regret
of many things I've done and stil am doing
but without many thoughts I'd hate for this to come
but I fear for all the things to come
within me I feel empty and with you I just feel joy
without feelings I am left when I can't learn how to express
how I feel and what I mean when there's really
so much in between but my love knows no limit or end
but when im not with you, I can't stand but to miss you
and wish that thsi would all come to an end
i do not wish to hurt you strain you or worst harm you
those are things that I could never bare
to see you in my arms aching or asking and forsaking
those are things that are all full of despair
with my soul I truly love you and will forever
never doubt you but my mind is driving me crazy
with thoughts that are so amazing that I don't want to hear,
my heart with every thought is aching,
and for what i sense it's breaking
because without you it justs seems like god doesn't care
with tears I write this letters they're not of joy but more instead
they're full of sadness and full of sorrow
which I'd hate for you to borrow
and with this i bring these letters to an end.
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