for a logn period of time
my heart has belonged to another
with all my love i vowed to keep her safe
i always wanted her but could never have her
but never suffered seeing we where still together
IN the errors of life i am nothing but a pawn
i have commited a sin not forgivable by many
i broke my vow and it seems like a crime
and to my eyes its the same in the eyes of many
i love her and adore wishing to be by her side
but i am held renderlesly subdued to the fact
i am not near, her warmth, her love, the feel of her skin
is all i've ever longed for, and in the night i lay
and as i lay i dream of her without ever seeing it cease
but in this time my heart seems broken as well as for my other
in the jaws of life i wish i had a say but who am i to play a role
of a power greater than all humans posses
with great courage i try to live on and with great pain
i lay in despair holding my heart i wish it would stop beating
or maybe it'd be better if it would jsut keep bleeding
i hurt the one i love to the point of no return
and with great pain i accept my fate hoping this love doesnt end
i ahte myself i hate my future i ahte that my life is a living hell
i hate the fact i am not near and jsut wish id die and burn in hell
if hell ever existed i should be the first in it for doing the things i did
in fact if it was within my posession id talk to satan and call his name
id make him take me away forever to repent for all my sns and jsut watch myself burn to ashes as i cry throughout the years my crytl tears wont fade in flames
id make a lake of my own jsut to be able to see your smile and hope
that id be forever whole for if you wish to end this now
please never live in regret i promised you id always love you
and for ever i wil not rest unitl you understand my truth
in my heart, my body and soul i'll always love you and forever will til death
within these letters i wish you luck with whatever you may find
just know that no matter what happens i will always hold your love close to mine
Hokusho-kun Community Member 
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