ok so its another day in my life that seems to be a never ending mess of pain. I'm still singel. Don't know if that is a good thing or bad. i think its a bad thing. See there is this girl, don't know why i keep hideing names since no one reads this. So her name is erin. She's really nice and we get along great the bad thing is we get along so great that she thinks that if we date then it would go bad and we would never be friends. I really think it would work out. Its just each time we get close she backs off because it doesn't feel right. Well of course it doesn't feel right its something new. I've never told some one that i love them and ment it so much. I wish she could see her self through my eye's so she could understand what i feel.
She is so beautiful that i've meet anyone that looks better then her. I don't know why she says she is not beautiful when she is the cutiest girl i've ever meet. I just wish something would go right for a change. i've done just about everything i could think that would work and nothing has worked. My mind is raceing to a dead end and its the same place as its been for the past, stuck here in this hell whole with my hands tied. Of course she has a boyfriend and i'm still setting here with just my broken heart and stitchs.
Malfurion_Stormrage · Sun Aug 12, 2007 @ 06:44am · 0 Comments |