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OMG!! *sobbing in rl.* Last night was graduation for all the seniors at my school and it was soooooo depressing. but afterward me and liz ran around taking pictures of our senior friends (after a good cry), then tony left and we decided that we should go before my mom got suspicious about it being very very long. so we left and i came home and showered and got in bed, (now i don't usually cry in public, but i did last night, i usually cry in the comfort of my bed w/ the lights out) and i layed down and all these thoughts came rushing into my head and i couldn't cry! I was so shocked! But then like not even 10 minutes ago i loaded the pictures from last night onto my computer and... They DISAPEARED!!!!! I totally freaked out and started crying again. I have no clue what is wrong with me!!!! I'm not usually this emotional, but i guess it's just the time of year.
On a lighter note, i just found the pictures. I had to refresh all of my thumbnails in one of my files and all the old thumbnails turned into the pics from last night! Also, I only have 4 finals left for the school year (i only have to pass 1 to be a sophomore.), 2 days for the school year, And then its off to mexico on sunday (more tears, i don't want to go!!!!!!)
I'm dying my hair later tonight or tomorrow at the latest!! ^^ Yay!!! 2 colors instead of 3!!!!!! I'll be halfway normal!!! Oh wait... is that a good thing... normal is vastly overated.
I think thats my horrible life for now but i could be wrong... Oh yeah, to add to the horribleness of life, I got this thing from my choir teacher saying that she picked me as one of her best most responsible students for a trip to Europe for 16 days in the summer of '06. Well because of the cost and the fact that my parents are like the worst parents imaginable, i'm am probably not going. The cost is $3995, but i have over a year to get that much, as long as i pay a downpayment of 500 in june or july (i don't remember which). On the "worst parents" thing, my mom said no right away then like 3 days later said that they would think about it, but because of my parents business and the mexico trip and the new house that no one will live in for three and a half years "we don't really have the money right now" They had this red ford that i guess they were going to give me but the other night, my mom said "this was going to be your car but since you're going to europe we're selling it." so i was happy, 'yay i'm goin to europe' and sad because 'man i had a car'. but then last night i asked my parents 'so am i going to europe?' and they said no, because i was rude to my mom when she called in the middle of graduation while the grads were walking across the stage. I was sooooooo pissed off i wanted to punch my mom in the face right then and there. Aren't i lucky i get to spend a week with my family in a contry where i can't speak the language and my phone wont work!!! Oh JOY!!!!
Sorry it was so freakin boring. Good night.