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Lisha's Twisted Thoughts.

~.Myn3.~
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 @ 01:05pm

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	Mew.. Warped Perception Whore...(I Hate Me This Morning...) I was a whore, today I took something away so delicate Ground it to dust In satin sheets And breathless sighs [uneternal] I took the shine from both our eyes Made but a sheen of sweat On skin Silken to the trace of lips in .harmony. You whispered muted blasphemy into my ear And cried For who I'd become I rekindled an eternal fire Of pain within us all I shed a tear you were [never] allowed to see I broke the mirror this morning Watched as it reflected fifty different twisted fragments of .shamed. apathy... Warping tears near invisable, just caressing cracks of a broken soul... I sat in the rain Like the [un]jaded whore I seem to be Like guttertrash in [thunderstorms] In a thin trenchcoat... A friend once asked me "You know why it's good to walk in the rain when your upset?" "Because nobody can tell your crying..."

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Commented on: Wed May 18, 2005 @ 07:59pm


	...Wow, that was a lot to digest there...A lot of strong lingering emotions but considering what you've been through I can understand why you feel the way you do. You cannot change the past no matter how much you regret what was done. All you can do is move forward. To realize your shortcomings is one thing but to dwell on mistakes to the point where you do more harm then just make yourself self-aware of your mistakes it becomes self-destructive. Now, I can tell you some stories about self-destructive behavior seeing as how I went down that road myself. It is a seemingly uncontrollable action but it isn't. But when I see you calling yourself names like: "whore" and "gutter trash" I can't help but get upset myself. I don't believe that is what you are, but what I do believe is that your more like a diamond. Diamonds are nearly indestructible, you can throw it around, beat it up, slam it, spit on it, but you can never destroy it. No matter what they can't hurt you. You?re indestructible! But when you beat yourself up that is when you truly scar and fragment...and when you see that you think yourself frail and worthless. Remember; only a diamond can cut a diamond...stay well my "diamond in the rough" stay strong...

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