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I am going through alot of crap right now at school......and Im sick and tired of it.I dont ever want to go back.....And thats all I have to say...

Steph..I know I hurt you today when I was all mad at _____.And thats no excuse.I shouldt have done that.I was taking my anger out on you.And I am very sorry about that.I should have just told ____ to shut her mouth and walked away.But I didnt.I have thought about it alot.And I do feel bad about it.But its really hard right now....and this is just another thing that i have to add to my dont want to go to school list...I value your friend ship very much.And I dont want to loose it.So I guess all I can say Is that I am sorry and I know what I did wrong..I just hope you can forgive me.And I am going to try to get over this whole stupid fight thing with ____ at school.And I going to try to start to enjoy it again..Because I am so sick of crying and feeling this way that i just want to sleep forever...but I know thats not going to happen. Im going to try my hardest to try to be happy like I used to be.Im going to try to do this because its bad and when Im like this it just causes more problems in my life and in my friends lives.But you have to know that this is really hard for me._____ wont leave me alone.She has been ruiing my life for a long time and whne Im around her it always causes drama.So im going to try to forgive her for what she did and hope that that stupid dream wont come true. So once again...I am very sorry that I hurt you...It hurts me to know that I hurt someone that is a very good friend of mine. So thats all I can say..But I will talk to you about this tommorrow..or if your reading this tommorrow I will talk toyou today.....Ok whatever Im just confusing myself....its happens alot these days.... Well Buh bye then

~Risa~