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Recent events have led me to put my thoughts in a particular spot so i don't develope some type of stress related disease. i could go insane. so lets just start from the top.
My parents are divorced, i have one real brother, i am the oldest of 6 kids, im only 16 if ur curious to know. the youngest just recently turned 1, i live with my dad and my step mom. my rents are just starting to let me date although the have entire control of the way i date. im basically in love with two guys at the same time, which in fact, to complicate things, Aphrodite decided to have both of them attracted to me too. i hang out with the coolest people i have ever known, although saying im popular would be stupid, pointless, and a lie. i never really got into the whole deal about cliques.
The whole deal with being the popular, being a jock, or being a prep never really appealed to me. Someone could waste their life away trying to worry about what others think of them. Its not how i want to live.
I'm more into being who i want to be, doing what i want to do and wearing what I think looks good.
i usually just settle with some jeans and a fitted tee shirt, and the occasional jewelry
So you are probably wondering about the whole complicated guy situation, which is what usually draws ppl's attention to.
im using different names because im paranoid and im not afraid to admit it. So there you go.
the first guy is Brian* and he is my age. he is the typical pretty boy and to be honest , kinda arrogant. he has light green eyes with dark brown hair and stubble on his face. he is probably 6'1. or something like that. and he's a guy i work with.
i honestly hated him the very first time i met him because to me, he seemed to be like one of those guys who are so confident that they think that they can get any girl they want. so wen he said hi to me the first time, it wasnt just a regular 'hey'. it was one of those 'heeyyyy'.s and i turned around and walked away. i can imagine that he had a 2 minute brain fart after that. lol
so after that, i imagine that he couldnt stand having a girl 'not like' him so he bugged me relentlessly for the next two months straight. id turn around and BAM, there he was in my face asking me some pointless question to try to start a conversation. eventually i warmed up to him , and the more i got to know him the more i actually did like him. But he didn't know until a few weeks ago. hahahaha! im cruel and i enjoy it!
but of coarse, nothing 'lucky' ever happens to me so the day he was gonna ask me out, i found out he was moving about 400mi south from here. how wonderful stare
now, the other guy's name is john*, he is two and a half years older than me, he's fresh outta highschool going into college. He has dark dark brown eyes, he has a darker complexion, his hair is black, he has facial hair around his mouth and he cracks me up so bad. he frustrates the hell outta me and i know he does it just to see me flustered. i know so because he told me so. he is determined to take me out on my first date, despite my dad standing behind me with an AK 47 ready.
and wat cracks me up even more is that he his convinced that we are going on a trip to Florida once i graduate highschool. i would love to do it.
i mean, just to have an adventure, if i dont do it, i'll be sitting through another boring summer wondering what could have happend.
i think you should take life by the horns, see what happens , risk alittle but not enough to get in too much trouble.
i am in a frenzy, i dont know what to do. can i get some advice here?
COMMENTS PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
confused SHOULD I GO W/ HIM AFTER I GRADUATE?OR DO YOU NEED MORE INFO TO GIVE AN OPINION.
 You're exactly my type of heroin.  Flapjack_01 · Fri Aug 24, 2007 @ 04:22am · 1 Comments |
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