Oh jornal... that's not how you spell journal........ oh well... I love LiLPaT, but I sometimes doubt that he loves me! why? I don't know!!!!! I have all the space in my heart for him, but... -sada sighs and shuffles around the room, tapping her pen on her chin, and holding her journal, she reads over what she writes. She does this often, but doesn't know why... She guesses it's to make sure it's good?... She sighs and writes- I don't know why i some how seem to doubt...it's in my blood... I'm afraid he'll read this, and become mad at me! But I have to tell somebody, even if it risks HIM knowing as well... -Sada sighs again and wimpers. She hugs herself for comfort... "...I can do this..." she tells herself, before collapsing in the doubt if her ability to do this!- I want to hold him in my arms, and have him hold me back... that way... I would know... Just by the way he holds me... But i can't... sad
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