Well as usual I am depressed today.I cant think straight and I just laid in bed crying today and finally got up and got on gaia I feel like cutting myself again.I am exhausted.My problem was my ex stopped bye and tried to pick me up and kissed me but I punched him in the face and thats how it all started.He just made all the bad memories of our four year relashinship flood back into my mind.Its sad to have to had in the closet and not tell some people what your gay ex-lover did.So I cleansed myself by crying my eyes out for about 6 hours.I need help.And for him to stop abusing me like this.And as I said I cant tell family that happened without them finding out I am gay...As the title says *sigh* Oh god I need to go I am crying again.
Bye.
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