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I didn't do much today.....which makes me think. I hate thinking.....cuz i always start thinking about someone...someone very special to me. I want to tell this person what he means to me. I want to say that whenever he is around, i get a warm feeling inside. I haven't felt this way about anyone in a LONG time. Whenever he smiles, it makes me happy.....i like him...ALOT. I can't stop thinking about him. He's so smart, handsome, and funny. I wish so much that I could tell him how I feel, but I am so afraid that he won't want to talk to me or hang out with me again. I don't know how much longer I can keep this feeling inside me. I keep asking myself, Should I tell him? Or should I hold it inside longer?*sigh* I wish i knew what to do. I wish I could tell him, but I just can't. Maybe if I do tell him, I won't have to think about it as much anymore. I hope If i end up telling him, that he will still want to be my friend. I hope he will still talk to me. I don't want to loose his friendship just b/c i'm stupid and I have to tell him what I feel.....I don't know what to do, I can't hold it in much longer. confused