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sleep my child.....rest.....you need your sleep...

no...I dont want to....I'm not sleeping...

but you must....you're so weary and hungry...it has been weeks since you have fed and days since you have really eaten....

big ******** deal...leave me alone..im not letting you out no matter how kind you sound.

i have been here for so long though...do you not feel my pity and pain?

pity...pain? you feed off my hate and revenge for thoes i dislike...you live in my darkness wich dwells in the basement of my mind...how can you be so kind...

you're the one who speaks to me now though....he hurt you...you know he did...cohobonating with a common whore...when he has a goddess like you...

he said he wasn't...he said it was some random girl....

Yet you beleive him? she was the girl who caused you pain and i fed off her anger and yours alike....he did this to you...and you know it...i feel your revenge starting to bloom as we speak...you want to hurt him...you want him to feel what you felt...let me out and i shall make it so!

no! stop baggering me! leave me alone Shade!

Shade am i? You call me something that is you..so you call yourself a shade....sad...ah...i feel it..i can taste it now...regret...confusion..and hatred along with revenge....you showed him love sydney...and he takes advantage of you by going behind your back! our back! and you let it happen!

no! lies! all of it!! he loves me!! he said he did!

you worry and think about him while we waste away and all he does is loaf about and ******** with women! how dare he! your heart has been broken enough....why do you need the broken peices even smaller than what they were?

.....it's not true..-cries-

you know it's true child...he does not love you..so he says he does...thoes are just words....simple and easily manipulated and twisted for one to beleive....he trapped you...and locked you in a cage...to cover your anger..you scape goated me and locked me away...let me go and i shall show him our anger....our hatered...our darkness...such beatiful black evil that has grown inside of you...

please....you prommised me that we were never going to do this again...

but we have reason to now!! we have been hurt!! damn you child! you do not let me out then i shall force my way out and teach you our true ways! you are a Garru and it is time that you started acting like one! filth and weak you are! you've been around humans too long!

no i have not! please...dont!! not agian!! NO!! STOP!!IT HURTS!

you will not let me out!! i tried to be civil but my pasticence as well as my peace is dead!!

.....................................................then do what you must..........

good child...now rest....sleep...you have diserved it...i shall rule this fleshbag of a human body for now......and while you sleep and feed...i shall teach thoes who have hurt us a lesson in showing the true nature on how Garru's forgive....by giving them the best thing they diserve....spiritual death... twisted