holy shitz!!!
so, this is really sort of strange-ish, but not totally and if you don't believe in it, I don't give a flying s**t, so don't mention it....
Anyways.
I went to the Renn. Fest. and I got my palm read. The first thing she noticed was that I'm sensitive. Sensitive in the way that I can feel other people's energies. I reacted to this so deeply. One because I knew that I was super sensitive to emotions anyways and I couldn't explain anything that I felt usually. I dismissed it as normal teenage mood swings. But the thing was that I was happy and I had no reason to be sad and I was and then I saw sad people around me. It didn't quite fit utnil I was told.
She said that when I walk into a different room or if someone walked in I could feel their feelings (or energy) and I would feel that way. She told me that any unexplained mood swings or strange things with feelings was other people, not me. I wasn't the one producing these feelings, others were. I clicked again. That was my explanation and I knew it at once. I'm sensitive. Not only to people, but to animals. And this could explain my deep understanding with animals. Knowing that they feel bad without them even showing it.
My heart just skipped beat after beat. This was exactly what I needed. A solid foundation for my life. Something that I could turn to when I felt terrible or I was at a loss. I wanted this to happen to me, I always felt strange around certain people and really happy around others. Possibly that's why I feel very turned on by random people that I don't know and don't think are hot. I'm around somone who's in love OR who's crushing.
I've now turned to paganism to help with energy stabalizing. And yes I'm not only going to be a general pagan, but also a wiccan. Not the cauldron bubbly kind or the kind that thinks they can change someone's will by chanting and lighting candles. But one that's self healing and connects with the earth and the hidden energies within it. A wiccan that does rituals, not spells and lights insence for calming and concentrating, not going all hocus-pocus.
If any of my friends have questions or want's to talk, please do. You could possibly join me and get together to have little hangouts of healing and finding our souls and inner strength then we can arrange that.
REMEMBER!!!
I'm not god-hating or devil-worshipping!!!
No known pagan does that or is supposed to.
Witchcraft and paganism is for healing and connecting with yourself and the earth.
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO CHALLENGE THAT FACT, TAKE IT TO THE FORUMS AND COMPLAIN!!! I don't want fights, biased based arguments or anything of the like. It's pointless.
so, this is really sort of strange-ish, but not totally and if you don't believe in it, I don't give a flying s**t, so don't mention it....
Anyways.
I went to the Renn. Fest. and I got my palm read. The first thing she noticed was that I'm sensitive. Sensitive in the way that I can feel other people's energies. I reacted to this so deeply. One because I knew that I was super sensitive to emotions anyways and I couldn't explain anything that I felt usually. I dismissed it as normal teenage mood swings. But the thing was that I was happy and I had no reason to be sad and I was and then I saw sad people around me. It didn't quite fit utnil I was told.
She said that when I walk into a different room or if someone walked in I could feel their feelings (or energy) and I would feel that way. She told me that any unexplained mood swings or strange things with feelings was other people, not me. I wasn't the one producing these feelings, others were. I clicked again. That was my explanation and I knew it at once. I'm sensitive. Not only to people, but to animals. And this could explain my deep understanding with animals. Knowing that they feel bad without them even showing it.
My heart just skipped beat after beat. This was exactly what I needed. A solid foundation for my life. Something that I could turn to when I felt terrible or I was at a loss. I wanted this to happen to me, I always felt strange around certain people and really happy around others. Possibly that's why I feel very turned on by random people that I don't know and don't think are hot. I'm around somone who's in love OR who's crushing.
I've now turned to paganism to help with energy stabalizing. And yes I'm not only going to be a general pagan, but also a wiccan. Not the cauldron bubbly kind or the kind that thinks they can change someone's will by chanting and lighting candles. But one that's self healing and connects with the earth and the hidden energies within it. A wiccan that does rituals, not spells and lights insence for calming and concentrating, not going all hocus-pocus.
If any of my friends have questions or want's to talk, please do. You could possibly join me and get together to have little hangouts of healing and finding our souls and inner strength then we can arrange that.
REMEMBER!!!
I'm not god-hating or devil-worshipping!!!
No known pagan does that or is supposed to.
Witchcraft and paganism is for healing and connecting with yourself and the earth.
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO CHALLENGE THAT FACT, TAKE IT TO THE FORUMS AND COMPLAIN!!! I don't want fights, biased based arguments or anything of the like. It's pointless.
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Anyways, on to your entry (though you rarely reply):
First of all, yay for you.
Second of all, hurrah! Paganism is an awesome way to live your life. I hope you enjoy it. I actually researched a little into Wiccan(ism?) when I learned cartomancy, so, yeah, no need to explain it to me. :]
Third of all, who the heck do you think is going to read this and accuse you of such a thing?