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You want to know what you did? Fine I'll tell you what you did. You tried to destroy our friendship and you have lied to us on numerous occasions! You thought we wouldn't take this personally. We just can't trust you anymore, not after this. You should be happy though you got me to a piont of anger that no one else has.

ted, you tried to oust me from our circle of friends. everyone noticed, except for me in the beginning. you almost got your wish too, because i was gonna leave, thinking it was my fault everyone was fighting. i got reassured by everyone though and even hated you for quite some time. i'm not mad anyore though. i don't know what drove you to block me, then colleen, then bri, and then later, even this weekend, dan. or what made you lie to heath and steph(about what, i don't know). and i'm not sure how you think this is going to help us all be friends again. colleen's not mad at you as far as i can tell either, she's not in this "fight" at all. she has mentioned once or twice about how you call her your best friend but you've been ignoring her. i donno about her though, that's between the two of you. you're in luck though, i give second chances. i'm willing to be your friend again, if you want, but i doubt we'll be as close as before.. i considered you a sister. i'm just letting you know, that if you do take my offer of friendship, you shouldn't be surprised if you're not invited to my grad. party and all. cuz i've already made invitations and such and since my family's gonna be here, i was only allowed to invite a certain amount of friends. i'm probably never going to trust you again, but you have one more chance with me, nira. take it or leave it.

<center> like megan said
i have no part in this fight, and i do not wish to be part of it
i do find it strange that you refer to me as your best friend.... yet i havent spoken to you in about a month
we do notice when you walk away
and its not that we dont say anything
its that we wonder why you just leave... without a wave goodbye or saying anything
i've seen you walk out of school, right past me, and pretend you havent even seen me, turn , and walk away
if anyone is isolating you... its yourself
i'm not mad at anyone
but you should look at all side's of this before you blame your friends for this problem </center>

cleeny, i don't notice you because i don't think you want me to notice. you've become really friendly with megan and bri, so i figured you'd just hang out with them. i'd always considered you my best friend, even before this year. i'm sorry i've been ignoreing you, and i promise i won't do that again. i just didn't feel welcome.

megan, i didn't even think you cared about me. i'm honored, even though you don't trust me. i don't know why, because guess what, I DIDN'T LIE! i don't know why you guys think i lied, because i didn't. i would have been really suprised if i had been invited to your graduation megan, but i don't mind that i'm not. you're invited to mine though

dan...i don't know how or why..but i did the one thing i wanted more than anything not to do...i made you angry, really angry..
the fact remains that i reallly, REALLY care about you. i even had a slight crush on you a while ago, but that kinda died around valentines day. you and heather are two of my dearest friends, i'd do anything for you guys. i'll be avoiding you guys for a while i guess, until i figure out what the heck to do next.
i've been so overwhelmed lately, i need a breather. just leave me alone for a while, ok? let me think and figure things out. i need to figure out what's going on and what the heck i can do to fix it. i fear i lost dan forever as a friend already, which i never wanted to do. guys, i'm sorry, for whatever i did i'm sorry. if you guys give you're all invited to my graduation party thing...if you don't mind my psychotic grandma (if there is a bad kind of psychotic she's it)..i've got to go...

yeah...i'm probably the last person ya'll wanna hear from, considering who i am...look, you guys were all friends...i know you probably don't a rat's a** about what i'm saying or suggesting, but why don't ya'll just sit down and talk this out? that's a better way to resolve the problem and at least maybe salvage what little bit of a friendship there is left between you guys. all of you should be ashamed, even you Nira. fighting like this before trying to act at least somewhat civil. listen, and like i said i know you all probalb ydon't care what i'm saying, but at least listen. get together and discuss all this, try the peaceful solution before you go off and absolutely despise each other, or nira, or anyone. hatred and anger lead only to violence and despair...well, i guess i'll be off now, i've put in my opinion and now you can all hate my guts. bye

Spencer Charles Menter

Spencer, I've never met you and i'm not going to make opinions about you but, stay out of this. This isnt your fight and you shouldn't have to deal with it. So for all of our sakes stay out of this.

I want gold!

i'm going to guess your dan, right? your right, this isn't my fight, but i am Tedi's Boyfriend, and i just couldn't sit idly by and watch her world fall apart. like i said, you can hate me, ignore me, whatever, but i said what i needed to say, so i'm done.