Ah, I've been wanting to do this for ages. But, sadly I've been lazy for a considerably longer amount of time. And I truely couldn't tell you why today is the lucky day.
I'm longing for fall like a lost lover. I want to slip into fuzzy sweaters and gloves. Boots, thick denim and wool. Cha. I want my mornings of spilling out my words with mists of heat and a chattering wall of teeth. I can't forget my comfort foodstuffs. My tea an' coffee. Soup an' chili. And lots and lots of potatos.
My honey of a hamster passed away a few days ago. And I miss him far worse than I thought I would. Although he was three years old. He lived a full and happy ham ham life. My little blue eyed fuzzball. Rest in peace, Yabi Hodgie.
In the past two years I've experienced a lot of pet death.
Yabi died almost to the day of the year rememberence of the loss my dog, Lacy. I had her for almost 15 years when we finally had to put her to sleep because of her various medical problems.
I've missed her everyday since she's been gone. She was without a doubt my best ******** friend. Human or not. I loved her so very much. And then my rabbit died for unknown reasons. He was only a year. Poor Nodd. I somehow think it was my fault. He should lived longer. To make it worse, I was out of town when he passed. I feel so ******** guilty about it...I think when I gain some skin I'm going to purchase another bunny. It will never replace Nodd although. He was quite the character even for a rabbit.
They are survived by my Cocker Spaniel, Lennon. My two cats, Oska and Clive the Pirate. And my cousin's hamster, Alby who lives with us for the time being. Then of'course my grandmother Barbara, my cousins Felicia and Johnnie, my best human friend Ashley [GummibearPwns on Gaia], and me.
I know this has read like obituaries but, I do consider them family.
Whoa. I didn't expect this entry to be all about losses. But, I guess I really haven't gained much in the past few months. I hope it'll pick up so I feel better and have nicer things to write about. Hmmn.
Iteration · Thu Sep 13, 2007 @ 09:06pm · 0 Comments |