well, today was better than yesterday. all morning in ballet was the day I dread coming up to recitals. costume fitting. and for us guys, that entitles appearing in nothing but our underwear in front of a bunch of immature girls. and if that weren't bad enough, there are some places tape measures just aren't meant to go. a lot of faces are pulled, and a lot of giggling ensues. at least my underwear is pretty.... xd then in the afternoon, I went back to the hospital. GASP!! why, you may ask, did you do that?! you hate that place!! why yes, yes I do. but I went there yesterday for dialysis, and today to get more information from my doctors. unfortunately, I wasn't really listening, so I can't tell you a whole lot. all I know is; this surgery will prevent the cause of my weekly woe, the dialysis itself. I hate that. >< but it's a good thing Seamus was listening. anyways, I agreed that I would get it. looks like December is now my cursed month, because that's when I'm going under the knife. I'm scared!!! crying but at least they're giving me time to change my mind and/or work up the courage to do it.
Koware-Yasui · Sat Sep 15, 2007 @ 05:18pm · 0 Comments |