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Yup.... It's 3:30 am.
And I'm still up, even if I'm working tomorrow and my eyes are starting to shut on themselves... gonk
I dunno why... I hate going to bed... Like getting to it...
It's hard... The process makes me feel lonely
I'm tired of being lonely, tired of all this mess... Tired of waking up in the morning, alone... No one to hug except my old teddy bear...
Some of my friends don't get it though.. I should be okay with friends... Cuz they love me... But friends's love aint the same... Sometimes I wish i could turn back time and have never left you.. who would i be today? would i be the same?
Gosh I'm bored... What the hell can you do at 3:00 am on a sunday... well monday now... There's NUTTIN to do... crappy commercials on tv... and i don,t have anything to read... It's bloody cold outside and I don't wanna go to bed.... *sight* I just love complaining... xd