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as they roll down my cheeks.
im the only one who sees anything within the vicinity.
everyone else has drawn their blinds, its just me and you now.
no one else, to burden, to give this loving duty, of bearing the truth.
it burns so bad. it tastes so rancid in the back of my throat.
i cant help it anymore. i dont want to know. i want to be stupid too.
it makes no sense for me to be in the know, i cant do anything. im just one person, ur no help either though. just as lazy as i am.
between the both of us. i think maybe, we could one day plant a tree. it might grow, into something beautiful, spawn a few offspring along the way.
or it can die.
just turn brown. and rot.
its possible. to remember the song, if you fall asleep with your eyelid twisted. curled and dry in the morning. like a leaf, fallen, out of that big book you never wanted to read as a kid.
the one covered in dust, in the back corner, behind the story of the girl, that loved a boy. that broke her heart.
that was a good story. made alot of sense. maybe it helped form. this most productive member of society. maybe, it helped with the need to understand. something alot of people are missing. maybe shes missing it too, and doesnt know it yet..
if you tell everyone that lie, they are going to start believing it. its going to have the exact opposite effect of what you want. you dont even understand what your doing.
its not a game. it really isnt, its real, you cant power off, restart, or reload, you have to go through, their isnt any save points in this version. you can end it. but that might end someone elses game too...dont want to do that, how rude. but, its not their choice, how is that selfish? isnt that selfish of them? to want something, so bad, that it hurts the one thing they want to keep safe.
someone once told me that it would make sense, but it doesnt. maybe they thought, if they said that, it would make sense to them. im not sure. but i think so far, they lied to me.
emo
Hugo Chaboe · Mon Oct 01, 2007 @ 03:11am · 0 Comments |
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