i have a confetion to make i have a friend that i really like (im not saying his name) but if u knew who he is u would think that he is not the kind of person i would like but i do.and really i dont care who knows it.....well actualy i do....but thats not the point. the funny ting is he is not like my other crushes....except for one. see all my other crushes were my not my friends or my friend after i stoped likeing them. but just like my 1st crush i was friends with him before i liked him and just like my 1st crush i wont see him again. see my 1st crush move back home he was only here for 1 year. and this 1 is moveing too but staying in the state and now i feel alone even if my friends are around i just feel so alone but when i see him of write to him i dont feel alone any more and i like that feeling. and even with my 1st crush i didnt feel this way and now that i felt that way with my previos crush i dont think ill ever feel that way again. cry im realy going to miss him.
i hope we would stay in touch cuz i can even dream about loseing him. cry cry crying crying
yaz of roena · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 09:44pm · 0 Comments |