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for the longest time i never thought i would love again afer my ace left me but now i know tat love can go on! even thouygh i still love him and always will i know he has someone else in his life and i'm happy for him(and for the love of my life my very first love Shawn) i wish to be happy like that some day but i dont know if that will ever happen....i'll try my hardest and be the bigger person.... my new friends have told me to let go of my love for him but i cant seem to(Shawn, Ace if your reading this i still love you both very much) i dont know what to do with my life anymore i'm lost in a sea of never ending tears until i find that right person i'll be lost in that sea never seeing land or a sign of any life but my own..... when i take my life ttonight i will remeber you guys always!