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Okay we were on or way to our new state new city new house but we had to stay in the motel first we saw two bugs so my mom was not havin that so we had to move to a cheaper motel which was good less money.then finally we found a house not as good from the out side but is pretty big and nice on the inside we moved in and started my new school.
Okay i was expectin everyone to think i am a loser or a punk or a faget cause i was a little fimenen. But i was wrong veryone whated to go out with me girls was all over me. Danny was the real frist friend i met he told me everything. The second day i hanged with this girl that liked me but i was not felling her her name Rebekka she was tryin to keep it on the down low. But the third day she told me how cute she thought i was and i really loved all the eyes on me.
Later on that day i had computer skills and that is where i meet maryshe is a good friend a rocker and is so small. She is the one that was tryin to get me and Rebekka together but not tryin hard. She was so there for me about my relationships. There was someone in that class and before i know it i will be crushin [removed]emoticon(' heart ') all over her. but not yet i belived i really started to like [removed]emoticon(' heart ') her next comp. class after that i told Mary i liked her on the way home. She was like yall make like greatest match if i was white i would be so red [removed]emoticon(' redface ').
Ok then this girl i told asked oliva that is her nam by the way Oliva out for me i whated to do it my self but she did it anyway i felt so stupit [removed]emoticon(' xp '). then she said yes then no so i said i will talk to her myself at lunch i just blanked out i mean spaced out you now when guys on tv is speechless when they talk to a girl they like that is what happened to me okay it was almost time for MESA and she was goin to be in it to so she asked me i was like yeah and i asked her she said yeah so when it was that time me, Oliva, and couple more people was in a group and i had some much fun i loved it and so did Oliva we alwaysed got together but it might of just been me though but it did seem like that.
Next i find that there is a dance this is my chance i am so excited[removed]emoticon(' rofl '). so the day of the day everyone was ready for it. Ok it was time for the dance i was not dancin i thought to my self i mean i really good but everyone don't need to know that. But you now some one had to push me in to the circle and i had no chose i danced everyone loved me and the one that was the best one dancin was dancin with me and it was Rachel the girl i like Twin sister but vetenal twins. Ok so everyone loved it so a slow dance came and everyone was pushing me and Oliva together but it was not until the end of the next song she asked me to dance ok i was feeling every emtion possible that was good[removed]emoticon(' redface ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ') [removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' redface ') Ok i said to her and we danced it was the end of the slow song so we stoped but then the contest started and you know what it was for couples. She was like lets go pushing me toward the thing it was so much fun another slow song the last song for this party and it was my turn to ask her so did and we danced the night away.Wow this is not real i thought to myself this is not real this reals to good to be real. But now this is a dream a fantesy no no this is a FAIRYTALE. I will never be gay again[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ') heart [removed]emoticon(' heart ') [removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ') LOVE IS MAGICAL[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ') heart heart [removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')[removed]emoticon(' heart ')