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What can I say to make things make...sense?



Its weird, floating in this kind of space, now.

I had hoped to fly just a bit away from it all

Away from the cruelty of this reality

But I know I'd fall

Fall like some shot bird in the wings

And spiral back to the polluted Earth

Never to stand up again, being so crippled

I fell anyways.

Guess someone wanted to pity me

(It wasnt from pity, was it?)

I fell, but was caught

By a net weaved by the heavens

I want to stay, to look up

(Not in fear of a hanging shadow, waiting to mock me, wanting to hurt me)

I want to see a beautiful upside down rainbow

Two blue skies in those orbs

This net wont hold out forever...

But you keep holding me in its gentle grasp

Protection.

In need of that one shield to protect me from harm

And I noticed

Noticed that not only you protect...

You also needed me....


What can I say to make things make sense...?


(I love you

I want you

Is this enough?)



I want to keep flying endlessly

In this space

In this net of embrace you made just for me

In my heart


I must stay by your side in this darkness

So that you wont be alone, not to fall alone


I love you this much, if you ever wanted to

Fall on your own...

I'll be ready to


Fall with you, my love




no way to tell you my heart...